I’m growing and I’m learning.

I’m starting to realize alot. When someone comments negatively about your choices or decisions, don’t become frightened. You know what you’re capable of and you shouldn’t think twice about it. Don’t let people influence your thoughts. That is something that I’m putting in practice. Don’t listen to what others say no matter what. You have to believe in yourself.

I cannot believe all this time I was scared all because of someone telling me things and they have little doubt in me. With someone basically making my choices for me, I didn’t feel real. I don’t know how to explain it any other way. Also, it made me unhappy so I told myself I ain’t havin it. I can’t believe I really let it get to me. But I now know what I can and cannot handle so I’m just going to listen to myself and go through with it. Other people’s voices will just be something I’ll hear in the background-something that I pay little attention to. I’m glad I know what to do to maintain my happiness.

Glad I have someone tough in my life to make me realize that I have to become a stronger person. You either become weak or strong and I decided to be strong.

Don’t listen to what others say no matter what. You have to believe in yourself.

What I learned is that you shouldn’t make things seem harder than it is. It leads to stressing when it’s not even needed. Then, you can’t even think straight after that. Not that I haven’t known this before but it’s good to identify it when it happens.

nellejillian:

I’m not always the best friend someone can have but I try my damn hardest to be.

(via bbjavii)

Slight tough day.
Looked at a car today, bought it when we shouldn’t have. Got the money back.
Since I don’t have a car yet, I have to ride with my cousin. I have most of my classes with her now. Originally, I didn’t have the same classes because I was trying to avoid that but I winded up having the same classes :/ I really wanted to take speech individually, not speech with a group so that part sucks. Shocking huh? I know. Well, it was only because I really like the teacher.
Cause and effect man, cause and effect.

Next semester, I’m going to take classes for my major and I’m excited.

Omg, I’m such a fatty.

I dreamt about funnel cakes. I guess I was at a little carnival and my cousin was behind the counter. My brother had a good amount with a massive amount of ice cream. I ate some and it was topped with the most delicious vanilla ice cream I’ve ever tasted. (And i love ice cream! Chocolate to be exact:) I looked over and it was ColdStone’s ice cream. Well, my brother was finishing up, so I decided to buy myself some. When I got it, I walked away and was just enjoying every bite. When I was 3/4 done, I questioned myself where on earth is the ice cream because that was my initial reason to buying the funnel cake. That’s when I realized that I KNEW something was missing. I was so disappointed.

I dreamt about it be because I was being a fatass and was looking through my instagram pictures which contains the majority of food-and I happened to look at the funnel cake last or so.

I know my grammar isn’t all that, I was born in VN. Kidding. But I know it sucks.

I’m in a place where I don’t seem to fully know what I want to become yet. Maybe I’m thinking too far ahead.
Well anyway, I feel that school is important and that I’ll do my best and I’m ready to take it on. But I think that’s how I always feel before school starts. I need to put in some serious action. I want to treat it like a job. I think that’s a good comparison.