February 2012
7 posts
Fuck barriers, find a way to get pass them.
I have a studying method. I believe it takes about an hour in a half to finish a lollipop (w/o biting it and such) and I’m going to study until I finish. Therefore, I’m keeping myself occupied instead of eating alot of snacks and I’ll be studying for about an hour in a half. Good deal dough.
Real nigga haiku
shestayslifted:
Aye, lemme holla Aye girl, you with the fat ass Aiight, fuck you then
As each day passes by, I’m loving every moment of it even with the struggles.
January 2012
81 posts
nellejillian:
I’m not always the best friend someone can have but I try my damn hardest to be.
I'm growing and I'm learning.
I’m starting to realize alot. When someone comments negatively about your choices or decisions, don’t become frightened. You know what you’re capable of and you shouldn’t think twice about it. Don’t let people influence your thoughts. That is something that I’m putting in practice. Don’t listen to what others say no matter what. You have to believe in...
Slight tough day.
Looked at a car today, bought it when we shouldn’t have. Got the money back.
Since I don’t have a car yet, I have to ride with my cousin. I have most of my classes with her now. Originally, I didn’t have the same classes because I was trying to avoid that but I winded up having the same classes :/ I really wanted to take speech individually, not speech with a...
Omg, I'm such a fatty.
I dreamt about funnel cakes. I guess I was at a little carnival and my cousin was behind the counter. My brother had a good amount with a massive amount of ice cream. I ate some and it was topped with the most delicious vanilla ice cream I’ve ever tasted. (And i love ice cream! Chocolate to be exact:) I looked over and it was ColdStone’s ice cream. Well, my brother was finishing up, so...
What I learned is that you shouldn’t make things seem harder than it is. It leads to stressing when it’s not even needed. Then, you can’t even think straight after that. Not that I haven’t known this before but it’s good to identify it when it happens.
LMAO
I’m in a place where I don’t seem to fully know what I want to become yet. Maybe I’m thinking too far ahead.
Well anyway, I feel that school is important and that I’ll do my best and I’m ready to take it on. But I think that’s how I always feel before school starts. I need to put in some serious action. I want to treat it like a job. I think that’s a good...
Everything worth it won't be easy.
And with this in mind, I think I might want to be a doctor and I’m willing to work through the hardships. I bet that’ll be one hell of a ride.
Random post | It feels weird not spending any money since I always blow it all on food and… more food. It was like a shopping spree, but for food lol. I love food :) I can’t and will not use money so carelessly. Yeah, I always say that but it’s always a chance to test myself, I always say. I have to resist and save. I believe I can do it.
Man, it’s too fuckin early for this but whatever, gotta jot my thoughts down somewhere.
I cannot help but keep replaying the words my mom said to me. What hurts me the most is when she questions and doubts my love for her-all because I didn’t want to sleep with her. Idk, guess she gets lonely sometimes. But really?! Everytime I do the slightest thing wrong, she accuses me of being...
iambrandolph asked: Its ok Polly, I love you:D
My mom totally lashed out on me cause I didn’t want to sleep with her & now she’s taking it to a whole nother level. She claims I don’t love her and saying all these other crazy shit. Man, her bed is dirty if you know what I mean and if I mentioned that, I bet she’d shut it. She don’t make no sense man.
It's amazing what can be accomplished when we...
Recent thoughts.
Sometimes when I face the world, I feel like the world is mine and I’m in a dream. It’s an incredible feeling. I feel as if I can do anything, yet I don’t do nothing about it. I have so much in mind to do that sometimes I end up not choosing any because that’s just how I am.
I hope I make the right decision for my career choice. I have some in mind such...
Uhhh..
lyndon-bridge-is-falling-down:
Do I call my senator? lolwtf.
LOL